It’s March 14th and I’m just starting one of my New Year’s resolutions. I wanted to write more, but I didn’t know where or what or why, so I put it off. If I never started the resolution then I couldn’t fail at it before I began, right? I’ve blogged before. I’ve stopped blogging before. I like to write, but I don’t really like anyone to read my stuff. I’m a walking contradiction in so many areas of life. The title of this entire blog is the the Misadventures of a Late Blooming Introvert. It sums me up pretty well. I do not like to be late. I am a planner, a preparer and punctual person. I planned so much for my life. Career, marriage, family. I had it all planned and yet none of it has happened when, where or how I would have chosen it to play out. I feel like I experience life milestones way later than my peers. Hence, I’m a late bloomer.
I am also an introvert. I find my energy in being alone. It doesn’t mean I don’t like people. I love people. It just takes so much energy to be around people. I’ve learned I need time to recover when I’ve been around people for long periods of time. It’s been a long road to figuring out what it means for me to be an introvert. I first took the Meyers Briggs test in high school. I was appalled that I was an introvert. I thought it was a disease that must be cured. I didn’t understand that it wasn’t a bad character flaw it was merely a part of my personality. Getting older and learning more about how God wired me has helped me embrace my introvert heart. I love personality tests, not only, to learn more about me, but also to learn how I can love others better.
So that’s me–late blooming introvert trying to take things one day at a time and embrace this life that looks nothing like I planned. I’m excited about writing again and sharing some of my misadventures along the way.